oMg im dying!..[OA!]..yes..i know what im doing is really bad..and i hate it. but im too afraid to end it so early.,now that im with him for almost a month. gawd.,one month with no communication.,its like we dont have any special relationship. and its my fault. i dont want to spend time with him coz im afraid i might not have time for my friends anymore, im afraid that sumday i will lose my freedom. i know im hurting him already..but gawD i really cant do anything.,i dont know how to tell him everything., i dont know how to tell him how i really feel., i dont want to hurt him like this...i know i cant do it. and it kills me...i know this is not right already..things arent the same..ive changed.as well as my feelings for him.,honestly im falling out of love for him. he is a very good person,[really good] and i know that i dont deserve someone as good as him. i have to let him go coz for xure he will be happy with another gurl not as stupid as dahly.

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