hhmm..yeah..yeahh..i guess its really time to move on. things really change. i lived without him for 15 years and i know i could live without that person even a hundred years. i know the moment i made my decision, i wasnt using my heart coz that time i was so self-centered. but i think it was a fair decision, verry fair ..u-know i wont settle for someone who makes my day soo blue. what i mean is,i'll go for someone who's really willing to take care of me and makes me happy. I admit i really loved that person, and i owe him a lot., definitely i owe him a lot. but being with that person is not really good. i know..i know a lot of you doesnt understand what im talking about. there are certain things in life that we have to hide. for those people who knows the story behind this, i know your happy with my decision. and so i am. its just that, i miss those days that we were togehter..texting and talking with him. i really miss him. i had a hard time letting go with that person. Before i sleep, i still think of him..wondering if he still thinks about me. and until this day,im doing the same. but not as much as before. days after i told him my decision, i know i had some regrets, still wondering what if its not really true...what if its like this and that...after that day, we are still communicating. he always ask me if we could still be together.. countless times have i felt that i wanna go back. but i know i really have to let go coz there is someone who is soo willing to make me happy. i have to let go coz i dont want to hurt that someone.i know i can do this...i know i'll endure. thats why im moving on. ive got to face a brighter tomorrow. good thing we are still friends., good friends. maybe we are destined to be like this..lAwl!.., he is not for me. thats all..,

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