lol..i have decided to hide my entry reagarding the flirt gurl..oh well..if possible..i really wanna be calm all the time..lOl(dahly platik!)anyweiz..yeah..i dont want any vulgarities or fouL words in my blog..lol..i looVE my blog soo much..and i dont want to waste my time for nonesense stuff. my life is really busy ryt now..and gawd!if i will give too much focus on things that seems to be senseless ...i'd better f*ck of..rofl..so that's it. yeah..yeah..ive been through a lot of prboblems these days..and my birthday will be in se7en days. and im planning to fix everything before that special day comes. i dont want to lose my friends. and i dont want to be pathetic again. i'll do anything to keep this friendship. atleat for once in my lyf i made sumthing for myself and for my friends. SLAPHABATTT went through a lot of problems already. i once hated this group ., countless of times i have thought of giving up ang quitting., but then i dont want to be selfish again. as i go back to my past friendships..i know i did not do anything to keep them., and thats sumthing i still regret unitl now. thats why i'll be standing here .,i might not talk or make any reaction that much., but gawd..SLAPHABATTT is a huge part of my life., and i cant afford to lose another important treasure. people might ask wats wrong with our group..sum might hate us., but i dont care..im with the most significant people in the world..people who have helped me..people who have given me much attention., people who have shown wat real friendship is..people hu will always be with me.

i nvr realized these stuff before..but now that everyone seems to give up...i know i should be strong. and i know i can dot this. i'll be bringing back the joy and laughters we once had through every songle thing that i could do. its not sumthing i just wanna say., its sumthing i wanna do and take seriously...i know i cant give up.

I CAN GIVE UP JAMES,I CAN GIVE UP JAEJOONG,I CAN GIVE UP OMEI,but i cant give up SLAPHIES. thats ol.

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