wwhhee~heloe..hahah^_^ sa wakas nasa mood nnmn akong mgtype.nyahahah!^_^ anyweii., 3rd day of schoo..oh well..ang saya..sobrang saya..kc may nakita akong GWAPO..as in GWAPO..sobrang GWAPO..to the highest level talaga, swear! haish pauwi na kmi..kasama ko si kate and kathleen., then naicpan nmn na pumunta sa mall..kc ang init..gusto lng nmn magpalamaig., and and., may gustong mkita ang dalawa kong kasama., si CLOVIS .,alumni ng school nmn na sobrang crush nilang dalawa., so support ako..woohoo~.date.,hindi ko nmn talaga inisip na gwapo xiah or wahatever..then silang dalawa., nasa jeep plang kmi., pinaguusapan na nila si CLOVIS., at ako nmn parang wala lang., anong pakealam ko sa CLOVIS na un noh...then pagdating nmn sa mall., wala lang lakad lakad..and then all of a sudden., unexpectedly.,surprisingly..(lol lahat na ata.)may lalakeng naka color RED na shirt!and ang gWAPO!!so parang natigilan ako..then after a few seconds., i realized na si CLOVIS pla..lintek!gusto ko na mamatay(joke lang).as in..ang gwapo niya..gwapo na gwapo na gwapo...lintek., kamukha niya si jaejoong..si yoochun..si yunho..si junsu at si changmin..isali na ntn si ki bum!lahat nlng..nako!!kakaloka tlga as in..ang gwapo niya..and to think hindi ko tlga siya napansin before..lol. and im so stupid.nyahaha! hai nko..hope to see him again tomorrow.

anyweii., mabuti nmn ako., enjoying life to the fullest kung baga.lol.masaya ang buhay ko ngayon.mga classmates ko., ok rin.,little by little..and slowly natutunan ko na makisama sa kanila..uhm masaya nmn ako sa mga nangyayari eh., walang kelangan iworry.uhm tomorrow is another day., i've got to prepare myself for possible things na pwede mangyare.uhm,im happy coz i know im able to adjust and enjoy everything that is happening in my life right now.and though there are some factors that bother me., i dont take it seriously ., like ..i know that he exists and he is so different right now and i dont think he is still the guy i used to know before...and i cant even look at him and i dont have the courage to say hi or whatever..and its like im living with it., kung baga nasanay na ako na anjan xiah pero prang wala rin.actually nakokonsenxa rin nmn ako., pero sa nakikita ko wala nmn siyang pakealam eh., so i wont bother na to do something about it., well this my attitude problem., and i cant change it. another thing, since im not yet used to the environment., i still hesitate to participate coz im afraid what would they say., but i promise,..later this month, i'll be able to do something about it.

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