oh helow bloggie!...well, its been a while.i was really busy last week.,so busy coz i did a lot of things and i have to go out from my classroom to attend to my responsibilities, then go home so late just to finish everything and then when i got home im really tired so i'll wash myself then go to bed immediately... the practices and the program itself made me sick. as in literally sick. know what happened last weekend?! well i had a really high fever, like umabot na ng almost 40 degrees Celsius. (im not joking!)* cries*...oh my, i really hate myself for making myself too busy...and making it tired just to forget sumthing, i mean someone. hell, its so difficult. and here comes your friends who wont even bother to listen or do something to help you...well f*ck them., anyweii they are not my classmates anymore..so they will go on their own way and i'll do the same. well its hard to this, but for countless times they have been giving me a lot of reasons thats why i have to do things inappropriately. they'll have their own life and i'll have mine too. anyweii there are more people who would be more than willing to help me. and i dont care what,when, and where they would go, anywei they have been making decisions without my knowledge..im not saying that i have to know everything and they have to have my consent before they do anything..my point here is that, atleast they would even bother to ask me and get my opinion before they have their final decision, atleast i would feel that im still part of the society circle. ok, ok cut this crap. i dont have any more time for senseless,stupid,shit matters.

anyweii, my life in the CLASSROOM is a lot better right now, with the presence of tiffany, and my seat mate earwin...well they make my day happy coz we always laugh. well of course i miss my seat mates dean and jose, but good thing we have our bonding time during lunch...thank God, cuz even my other friends wont bother to spend time with me na..,( i mean they used to be my friends) i still have whizzfreaks who remains good as always., they make me really happy. anyweii, my life...yes my life is a lot more meaningful i guess, except for one factor that i still cant forget someone. but then every time im in school, everything seems so right cuz i cant remember anything coz im always laughing. hahaha^_^ with my studies, uhm i guess doing great. i participate and do my assignments. oh well, people change..and so do I. well i hope i could continue this. and for those people i really hate right now, well i should say that they have to get their own life!whoreS!

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