RYT now., im listening to my compilation of KOREAN SONGS(mostly from DBSK).,that i used to listen over and over again., but since now that im not really attched to it na., feel ko namiss ko rin ang mga lintek na kantang hindi ko maintindihan..hehehe. i still love these songs., it makes me feel relaxed..and honestly i miss being a fangirl..i miss those days that i stay 10 hours a day facing my PC and spazzing about TVXQ and suju in school.,talking endlessly about jaejoong..getting stupid with my imaginations.,stalking every single korean that walks infront of me.,eating all the korean food., reading all the korean characters on the street.,and invading all the korean schools in the city...dressing like a korean in my room.,trying to memorize all the korean words..as in date., umiikot ang buhay ko para sa bansang KOREA at dahil sa DBSK.,suju at iba pang nagwagwapuhan na oppa sa korea.,i miss my FANGIRl life., coz it was the only point in my life i have felt much much happiness without getting hurt.being a fangril gave me a lot of benefits..and ryt now..im just recalling those days., and i laugh at myself for doing the silliest things that i could possibly do being a fangirl before., its sad., really sad coz i know i cant go back no matter how i want to..i also have my life.,forgetting these things slowly isnt that hard nmn tlga eh., ryt now..while listening to the voices of the 5 most important boys in mylife., feels like i wanna cry.. i really miss my life being a fangirl.ewan ko ba., hindi ko nmn tlga pinlano na i discuss to dito eh.,kasi sobrang biglaan lang,di ko nmn akalain na the moment na i listen to these songs again eh mamimiss ko tlga sila ng sobra sobra.,kaya ako ngkakaganito ngyn.. wala lang gusto ko lang i-share na mahal ko parin ang dong bang kahit anong mangyare.at kahit hindi na ganun ka active., part parin sila ng everyday life ko.may mga bagay kc tlgang dapat unahin..hai nko., pinilit kong iniwan ang aking meteoric fantasy para pumunta sa isang reality na inakala kong mas magiging masaya ako., pero hindi pla., and ngyn parang nasanay na..hai nko..minsan kc di ko lang tlga maintindihan ang mga bagay2x..pero TVXQ fanatic prn ako., kahit anong mangyare., maglabasan na ang lahat ng linta sa mundo.nako., ngyn tlga habang nakikinig ako sa songs nila..nako sobrang namiss ko lang talga sila.hehehe., from time to time i'll update ., ive set my priorities na.,i have my goals already and i wont fail myself., i wont fail my parents., everything will just be as planned. and ive got to do this!!hahaha^_^ aja!aja!fighto!

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