haish., my head is aching..!uhm right now im making a lot of imporvements..changes with my PC., deleting all the nonesense programs and choosing new colors and themes that soothes my mood.and later i'll be playing with my photo shop again.oh well., today is friday..the end of the first week of classes.,well for the first four days, i could say that everything was normal,kung baga katanggap-tanggap pa ang mga pangyayari pero this friday,sobrang ewan...the faculty of our school re-organized the sections and its sad..really sad coz i was able to adjust..and ST.jude was quite acceptable pa on my part.but hell., they re-shuffled the sectioning coz they were recieving a lot of stupid and sh*t complaints..and im now in St. Lorenzo.i dunno what the hell is happening in my school. look., i have set my goals and planned everything..and i already had the guts to make friends with my new classmates then here comes the re-organizing of sections...so its means i have to go back from the start!. my school is giving me a lot of problems..i really don't know how to behave., i cant even move properly..i cant talk., i cant sing,.i cant shout.,i cant do anything!!!!!!feels like every single move affects everything.,every single motion is limited.i cant be myself anymore., i know they are all narrow minded people..and i hate it. i don't know how to relate with them.and to hell with those who reorganized the sections..and if not with the OFFICER thingie i wont be staying in a classroom that makes me feel uncomfortable. everything thats going on right now makes me sick.my head is aching and i think i have fever.,i cant even eat properly.,im losing my apetite..this is a huge disaster in my life. tiffany is not my classmate anymore..and so as with kathleen and irene. oh my!i dont know if i could really do this.,cant even imagine myself being with those people for ten months., i think it will be very painful. this time everything is different., very different., i mean, i cant even think of the positive effects anymore., i cant tell myself that i can do this..(coz i know i cant!),i cant even encourage myself to make the best out of everything that is going on right now., oh my...this is hell, i cried..then nothing happened., oh well this is life living in a disastrous world..till here!

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