OMGGGZZ! im back bloggie!*hugs*..wheee~ i missed you!..did u miss me too?!*pokes*..oh well...2 nyts ..three days..perfectly..absolutely..amazing..i love our retreat..it went on just fine.. very well.i cried a lot..and..and..i ate a lot!(wtf?!)yes..they were serving us food ever now and then..nyahaha!..and i love eating with my classmates..hahaha..luv to see them in baboi mode..oh my.,

ROOM


our room?1 well very nice..although the bed was too small for me to move..i was able to sleep nmn eh..and then my roomates..--.(hannah,jierette,tj,jyl,sul..)..they were all good roomates!..it was fun being with them..and then,we were with a very nice teacher..ms. Shena..she's nice coz we share stories late at night..then the KJs..(the nuns ,banuno neni & randy meh man!)they were all compaining! wahahah!..wats sumthing funny about our room is that., when we woke up the first morning., they said that i was talking daw while sleeping--**pokes..pokes..Pokes*..--its kinda weird..but actually if im really tired, frustrated..or sumthing like that, i really talk while sleeping. and guess wat!!?!..from the first day to the last, im always the first one to finish taking a bath! wahaha!

EYE INFECTION

too bad...the first day was quite disastrous for me..because my eye was bulging..( one eye only, owkie?!)yes..i don't know how to explain it..but i think..it was bitten by an insect or it got irritated..whatever it is..it made me sick..and my classmates was like.."wah!!!nasumbagan ni morales."..hahaha!..but later on..they were all asking me wat happened..and im touched! char!but good think the nxt day it got better..

CONFESSION
well anyweii..i was able to think of my mistakes..thousands of failures and millions of realizations..and i'll definitely change all my bad habits.i want to be a better person for myself and for everyone else, especially for my family. i used to hate regrets before..but when i was there..i learned to accept even the simplest thing that made me bad..im happy to hear this from myself..honestly ive been a very..very bad person before..im so selfish..and my pride..wahahah..i hate to mention this here but..my current enemy, yenyen made me cry ..yes..one video clip said.."learn to love your enemies"..and thats wat im doing right now.....and yeah!~!!! and then..when i had my confession..i cried and ive said almost everything..even the hardest ones to tell..only Father knows about it..i really want to change all my bad attitudes..don't worry, i'll be better for everyone who loves me. its not too late right?!

OPEN FORUM
the open foruym was quite great..except i wasnt able to tell sum1 that i like him..well thats fine.we're better off this way, i luv him then he doesnt know about it, its better that he wont know anything so that he wont ignore me.we're friends and thats more than enough for me.and then..i said sorry to everyone..and its good to hear from my classmates that they accept me for who i am..and they like me because of my childishness..it feels great to hear that from those few people i used to judge before..i've seen them cry..and me too..i cried..when it was my turn to talk..i really thanked everyone for helping me to adjust..and ive learned to enjoy every second with them..and then...u know wat..rione is really nice..he said he understand my decisions and he's happy nlng daw if im happy..and he gave me toblerone..how nice dba??!! i do hope that we'll be friends..

eight
and i really thought of something during our free time..well here's this one guy in our room and he makes everything difficult for me..coz i never mean to fall in love with him from the very start..i hate saying this but i luv him..its like that..but i hate this feeling..i don't want to fall for sum1 who loves another person..but every time im trying to let go of this feeling..he gives me senseless reasons not to let go..sad ryt?.,

over all it was really fun..nice oppurtunity to be with God. till here

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