well., well., well., its beeeeeeeen a very long time. and i miss my bloggie.okay2x.here it goes. uhm., i almost lost one of the most important person in my life.LOL. i thought that was really the end of my love story.

it all started with a 3rd year F8cking student.i mean she's a leech.a bitch.a whore. kille me for doing is..but her name is Eucebio hannah bianca* i hate mentioning her stupid name here..but anyweii.,that girl is a certified biatch. she has all the characterisitcs of a girl that i hate. .i hate her and thats all i can think of.. uhm i think that was tuesday. i borrowed prince's phone and accidentally i read his sent items., and she named her..(UIC)-hannah. so i was curious was wat it all about so i read the inbox and the girl texted him.

."prince, ng cutting ako.,dito ako victoria ngaun.puntahan mo ako dito please..may ipakilala ako."--wtf. go to hell.

so i started asking prince about it., and then he said they were texting since intramurals ., so i was a little bit shocked kc nalaman ko sobrang late nah. so un ..galit na galit ako sa girl.thats why i searched for her name sa CSSA office ., pati sa guidance.and i found out that she's from st.stephen class of third. and my friends..yes..my friends., they all wanted to see how she looks like., thats why we all went to the annex building..and seacrhed for the whore. and we've seen her., OMG!..she sucks.i dunno., i mean she's a certified trying hard bitch..who leeches and has nothing to do but ruin her life. and honestly she not beautiful i cant even call her a human coz she acts like a hippopotamus., an elephant and a wild boar.hell hate me for saying all this., but i really dont care right now., and all my friends were saying she's not a threat. well wanna say thank you to my friends coz they all helped me search for that wild boar.(bruce,chen,tif,mariel,sheila,azze,hannah,madhel)..so the girl started all the prolem thats why i got so super sensitive this week then yeaterday., thursday., prince did not go with me during lunch recess and dismissal., coz all the time he was with his friends., well theres nothing new about it coz he's always with them as if he doesnt have a girlfriend.and then., i did not talk to him., then wen it was time for dismisal he just texted me "uwi na ako."..then i was crying that time already. and then to ease all the pain and avoid crying i went to the mall.,and when i was at mcdo, i saw his car and he was still with his friends.friends.friends. at first i didnt want to care., but i really cant avoid not to think about him thats why i texted him.."nakita kita sa mall".."then he did not replied.so texted him again..anyan ka na ngaun., ayaw mo na magreply."..and then he replied.."pauwi na ako ngaun."..thats why i decided to go home coz i hate the feeling. i mean cant really express everything through words., he doesnt have time for me coz all the time he is with his friends., and then that shit girl adds to my problems..so subconsciously ., i texted him

"break na tau"

..i really dont know what was on my mind that time., full of confusions , then his reply was.."ikaw bahala.."..i was super shock..as in ., first thing i said to myself.."wala na xa..:9"..feels like every single moves hurts me..every single step i take means losing him..and this is not en exaggeration..i felt like i will faint that time., my knees doesnt have this strength to take another step., and tears eventually fell as i started to walk..but i still managed to control everything..so i texted him.."thank you for everything..and he replied..

"thank you din sa lahat.

.then it just popped up on my mind that i want to see him for the last time., talk to him till the last moment of being with him., tell him all the pain., and give him all the last words..and thanking him for being such a wonderful person., that was everything on my mind..so i set my mind again..texted him....

i said i want to see him for the last time., i will wait for him on the place where we first dated .,thats until 6.so he had 1 hour to decide whether he'll go or not.

..then he aid .."wag lang tau magbreak please..:(..then i said we will try to fix everything and decide later.. i waited..and waited..and its like for almost 1 hour i waited for him..i thought he wouldnt come so when i was about to leave the place where it all started i saw him.then we proceed to the place where we could talk., and then on the way he did not hold my hand., he was walking ahead of me ., but i wanted to hold him and walk with him for the last time..so i hurrid and held his hand.,he held it so tight ..and im losing more and more strength.without any single word..i know im slowly losing him..so when we got there..i started to talk..then he was already pleading for another chance..and i started crying when he hugged me so tight..really tight..i know i cant have that hug again..cant hole his hands again..coz i really thought that was the last time..but didnt really want to give up..i have said everything..and it was really a moment..like watching a corny dramatic film..LOL. then i dont know coz he was sayin he's so sorry., he was also confued at that time coz he got a lot of problems ..and and..he was a little bit angry coz i did not talk to him daw..he feels like i ignored him...and blah..blah..blah..we decided to continue..lol.after all that was it...

lol.mmuntik na tlga un as in..grabe ang iyako..heheh.wala lang xare lang..and everything that happend made the relationship stronger..good thing he's so nice..and he's not a player..well thats all!..bye!

oh yeah.xmas party ngaun sa school..then after the party we wacthed movei.its goldent compass...LOL. and his friends was texting him to go to this and that..but he decided to stay with me,

thats all.bye!

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