i understand why there are certain people who need to leave..cguro nga hindi sa lahat ng oras kung ano ang gs2 ko yun ang pwedeng mangyari...hindi din all the time he has to stay..everything happens for a reason. i have to be strong for myself..kelangan ko maging masaya ulit..cguro hindi pa ngayon..pero someday..someday..i can be happy..im going through this process again..maxadong mahirap mag let go..specially kung alam m n ginawa m ang lht..but still hindi nyo n kaya..mahirap kasi ilang araw nalang sana..anniversary na..cince then..i wished..i hoped to celebrate my first ever anniversary..with that one special person..pero cguro nga ndi tlga para sa aming dalawa yun..i know he's happy now..ayoko n magbigay ng problems sa knya..whatever it takes..gawin ko lahat pra lang maging tahimik na laht ng bagay..matagal n dn akong nag give up..ever since the day he stopped texting me..i had to give up kasi napapagod n dn ako n ganito nalang palagi..walang pagbabago. its time to face reality..kelangn ko na ayusin yung mga bagay n i took forgranted for 11 motnhs. specially yung sarili ko..i have to love myself again.

pra sa mga taong nag take part at pumasok sa eksena.. around of applause for all of you..ngtagumpay talaga kayo..are you happy now?? do whatver you want..gawin niyo lahat pra mapa sa inyo ang gusto niyong maging sa inyo..i dont care anymore. magpakasaya kau hanggat gusto niyo..maglaklak kayo ng alak hanggang maging parang bote n yang mga bituka niyo..i know madaming masaya sa nangyari ngyon. whatever. for as long as i believe in KARMA wala na akong pakealam sa inyo..


and for you..hindi ko alam what else i have to say..yun n yun lahat..kung nakinig ka lang sana..at kung naniwala ka sa kung anong meron tayong dalawa noon. alam ko naman na you can live without me..madiskarte ka naman sa buhay alam ko u can get over too soon..magkita man tayo one day..sana makita kita na mas better person kesa noon..i'll surely miss you..we both have our freedom right now..you can do whatever you want..just take care of yourself.. im still thankful to have someone right you in my life..atleast at one point sa buhay ko..naramdaman ko na may isang taong katulad m n nglove sa akin ng ganun..yun nga lang hindi ntn nagawang i keep it for long..pero atleast we both tried..cguro nga this is really goodbye..kahit anong mangyari..u'll always be a part of me..gsto k lang maging masaya n tayong dalwa..ang dami ko din kasalanan sayo..gsto k lng maintindihan m ndi dn ako perfect..kinailangan k lang ng taong marunong umintindi..i thought it was you..pero hindi pala..no need to say sorry. kasi after all , it was all worth it..i know deep inside naging masaya din tayo kahit papano..somehow napaglaban ntn kng ano man yung naramdaman ntn pra sa isat isa before..i hope one day maging ok na lahat..just take care..till then :)


yun lang..i cant say im happy coz finally im starting to build a new life alone..its a process din naman.im strong. yun nga..hindi pa nga ngayn..pero someday..i'll gather the strength to finally move on..i know i can do this. bye!

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