change for the better
Posted Monday, October 27, 2008 // 5:45 PM
HOROSCOPE FOR THE DAY:Hey, loosen up there! You can't become too obsessed with every little detail in life. Everything is what it is -- some things can be changed, but some things cannot be. You'll be doing yourself a huge favor by understanding the difference between the two, especially in your personal life. Problems could arise in a partnership if you are unwilling to just let things go. You cannot change a person, you can only communicate how their behavior affects you.
ive been so boRed na with whats happening with my sembreak. i was thinking back then that this will be sumthing memorable since its my first sembreak ever. well then..no choice but to go with the flow. i dont have sumthing to do with my life thats why im updating meteoric fantasy bloggie right now. hahaha. i woke up kaninang umaga around 8:50 then i ate my breakfast then i checked my mail, my FS and other accounts..then i realized browsing wont get me anywhere thats why i decided to sleep and then i woke up ulit around 2:00 pm. and i dunno what happened coz i got uber frustrated. i really dont know if its because my inbox is empty..or i just miss him so much..or im worrying about the 2nd sem..or its mainly because of the leeches and bitchEs around. aiiiish. i really hate thinking about my problems. i once learned to manage and control my feelings about these stuffs before but i dunno how and when i loosed my control again. its burning me alive..LMAO. and honestly it gives me incurable headache. and then a while ago i, checked my FS again after i took a bath and its kinda stupid coz there are no updates.*pokes*. so out of boredom i checked my horoscope. and hahaha. it made me smile.. coz everything that is going around my mind has sumthing to do with dooooo-bbiiii--dooo--wap horoscope.
for the past few days i adit i am so happy coz everything is sooo fine. n problems at all..but i realized if its really happiness or im just pretending that everything is alright just to avoid another pain. i mean, there are certain things i learned to ignore for someone's sake. ive been too attached to someone that i forgot to think about more important details. yah..yah..theres a big need for me to loosen up and balance things.. aish. i dunno if someone can get what the hell im talking about.
"Everything is what it is -- some things can be changed, but some things cannot be."
EXACTLY. if i want to change things i can probabaly do that if its meant to be changed by me.. however , i can see that there are more things na hindi ko na dapat pakealaman. trying to change everything into sumthing that satisfies my needs and my wants isnt really good na. coz it will still be my burden if i cant accept things as they are. confused? hahaha. ako din. okay,.okay one good example..bitches will always be bitches. they are born to be like that and no matter how you try to get rid of them they will always be around to mess things up..hahaha. you can never change them specially if you dont know them..i mean you knw them by name ..but you dont know their crappy motives. well, hindi na talaga mababago ang ikot ng utak ng mga linte na yan. and if i keep on thinking about them..it would be a waste of time..sinasayang ko lang yung oras ko sa mga walang kwentang bagay. and i dunno why im talking shit again. hahaha.
and about the behavior thingie..cge na nga hindi na nga mababago..nasa akin nalang kung ano ko tatanggapin ang mga bagay bagay. awww. sad. pero wala lng. may gusto akong gawin sa buhay ko na mas importante at mas may sense. ewan ko bah pero parang sawa na ako sa linte na sembreak pero ayoko pa bumalik sa school. i dont miss my school i just miss my friedns there and coke float. i dont miss my teacheRs din..huhuhuh. i havent seen my grades pa nga eh. aish this isnt going anywhere. till here folks.
♥♥ f. meteora ♥♥
Quite some time, I have been keepin this lil thing. 8 years of happiness and pain. This started as a fan-girl blog turned into words of hopes, dreams and reality. I am Dahly and this is my journey towards dreaming the bigger dreams and making them all come true.
Stay Blessed Always.
xoxo,
f.meteora

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