MY DAY MY BIRTHDAY
Posted Wednesday, March 18, 2009 // 12:11 PM









i think this is the best time to update lil bloggie.oh its been a long long time. and my friend dear shigyo keeps on reminding me bout this one. haha*winks at shigyo* well anyway school is done. and it was a great great year for me. thank God.

yesterday., was..


MY BIRTHDAY!!

well, i wanna thank everyone who made me really really happy yesterday. i wanna show how thankful i am to those few people who made my day very special. thank you first to God coz im still alive, i owe every single blessing that He has given me. The JENYSYS TOUR was the only thing i asked for my bday but he gave me more than what i asked for. im going to Japan this May for a study Tour. whheee~ i'll be seeing another place , 'ill be seeing my uncle there..and i'll be away from home for more than ten days. i feel so lucky coz God gave it to me no matter how malditah i am.


anyweii, my birthday. hmm the day before my birthday i was crying for like 5 hours and my eyes really sores. i wont be shy to show this stupid picture coz it's real. it really hurts. this was taken around 12:00 am of March 17. im really hurt because of something that bothers me since march 16. i mean taken for granted by someone who matters a lot to me and another fight on my birthday. i dunno why he consumes everything that even though i hate moments like this he doesn't take into consideration my feelings and that, its my day and he should understand me. for some reason i really cant understand why he acts like that on my day. well anyweii, i just wanna show you this one but i don't want anyone to pity me coz later on you'll see how destiny, and how God made me realize that there are certain people who can give me happiness even though im not asking for it. i wanna show you how frustrations turned into a HAPPINESS.




then after that when i woke up, i checked my FS and a very special friend EPREL made me smile. she's away from us right now but i appreciate the things that she made me comfy the night before my bday. i know she doesnt understand but she keeps on saying "ayaw hilak". haha. then another comment from my friend since grade school PRINCE JOHN daw. haha. thank you.


then later, after lunch i went to the mall.LOL. to meet chen., and then she said na nasa mall na daw xa then when i got there she was sooo tagal ., then i was complaining na where was she and then minutes latar she showed up with a CAKE. haha. tapos hindi ko na napigilan ..naiyak lang ako. im really happy coz i thought no ones gonne bother to give me one. haha. i LOVE YOU CHEN! here's our pic togther.




then while we were waiting for the other peepz, dumating si Bianca with her friend Cha. LOL. and then while we were making chismS..SHIGYO called up. WWHHEEEEW~. another big reason to be happy. haha. we talked over the phone for almost 30 mins?? hahah. i miss him. thank you Jun. he promsied to call me then ginawa tlga..LOL. and he was laughing about another girl and another gUy na TRALALALALA. hahah. amin na lang yun.

and then later dumating si TIFFANY. haha. LOVE YOU tif. niadto jud siya bsan unsa kalau ang MATINA. and then my bestfriend bianca., thank you diay kay ni-absent daw siya sa iyang BIO-CHEM class for me. wahahah! char touch ko ter. LOL. then later., dumating si BRUCE & MING. with another cake!! wahahaha! and a YELLOW BALLOON!!. thats y nakahilak napud ko. char OA. pero REAL. swear. haha. thank you tlga. haha. wala ko nagexpect kay bruce. LOL.



then after that , bruce and ming kelangan an nilang umuwi coz they have exams pa.huhuh. pero as in i am really thankful tot he both of them coz they both know how i really feel. and then after that, kain kamis a PENONGS. me tif bianca and chen. wahaha. then aftr balik sa GMALL para antay kay miel na sobrang gutom na daw. wahaha. then when she arrived sakay na agad ng taxi para punta sa KTV!! wheeeeEee! i lurve it. then doon we really had a great great session. kabuang ang corcage sa ckae 80 pesos mas mahal pa sa paradise ah. OA kau. nyahaha.

here are some of the pixies during the KTV session:




and then, we blew the candle and they sang happy bday for me. simple but for someone like me its really a big thing that they are there to make me really really happy. i always count on those people who makes effort to make me happy. everyone close to my heart really know how special for me my bday is, that even a single happy bday song that everyone sings is enough to make me cry. i really appreciate those people who makes me feel imprtant during my day. the most special day of my life is me bday thats why no one should blame me why i always cry on the simple priceless things that people do for me. my 18th bday though it wasnt soxal it made me realize a lot of things..too many things that should i have realized before pa..sometimes you just have to hurt so that you can make yourself realize who are the real people who truly care and love you. i 18 now and i think it sreally really time to be mature..mature in a sense na i wont let mt self be a doormat in one of my relationships, equal footing shoudl always be excercied in every sense of the word., its like that. i need to love myself than loving him.

and then after we went ot my grade school classmate's debut. and then i met my elementary gang again ! hahaha. sooo happy to see them!!! whheee!





hahaha. we had sooo much fun. mga lapit na 1 ako nakauwi. haha. they are so nice tlga. wahaha. anyweiii., juyst wanna say i'll be mature this time. you know there are a lot of things i realized yesterday. i wanna thank my parents for giving me my life., my sisters of course., i'll be good this time. my ate take care. i miss you..to m friends!!! una sa lahat kay SHIGYO sa mga enlightenments., for listening to my sentiments. haha. kabalo ko kapoi na at times kay cge lang ta balikbalik..thank you for being there. and making me happy on my da. sa akong P4 haha. chen thank you kau kay pagtungung palang nako sa mall gipahilak na ko nimo. wala lang...hehe. kay tiffany and miel., girLs you know you know a lot about me..haha. wala lang pud thank you kay always mo naa sa akong side kamong tulo dili ko nnyo ginabilin. KAY MIMING. ter kabalo ko na sa tanan tanan tanan ikaw ang nakasabot kung unsa akong mafeel right now thankful lang jud ko kay naa ka para ipaunderstand sa ako ang mga bagay2. kay EPREL sa cge hatag advice ug hope. magpictorial na ta! waaaa!. and of coruse di jud nko pwede kalimtan si BRUCE. bruce touch gud kau ko sa imong gibuhat ala jud koooooooo nagexpect ignan tika. haha. lab you bruce. sa akong ever dearest bestfriedn since preparatory si BIANCA, te wala jd ka nawala sa akong bday after all this years naa jud ka sa akong pinakaspecial bday ever. wahaha. lab you ter. sa lahat ng nagreet. sa akong mga classmates sa elementary..kay PRINCE JOHN daw..he was so nice yesterday..kay 2 ka ralph tong isa na taga addu man to ug RALPH namu sa elementary..waahaha. thank you. ila matet ug gkai love you girLs! ila joes., erwin., kinsa pa to..wahaha. sa inyoha tanan na nagtake part para pakatawon ko sa akong bday. wala lang thankful lang jud ko.


thank you to everyone na nagreet sa FS sa FONE, Prince, madel, lyca dear, dannah san, balong and Nice, sa aking uncle . bsat asa laht.. i really appreciate the sense na naremember nnyo ang aking bday specially to those people na nag effort para mahappy ko. even though there were instances yesterday that made me sad, i know i cant confine myself to one person only specially when that person doesnt understand how i really feel. more than anything else i want my feelings to be always respected., i want to be considered not only as an option. it doesnt make sense after all kung magluluksa ako coz of one certain part of my life., coz more than that i have my FRIENDS and of course my FAMILY. people who never took me for granted. thank you to everyone who made my day. you just dont how that im really really thankful coz you made my sadness disappear. it doesnt matter anymore if i cried last march 16 coz now i finally realized who are the people who considers me as an importantpart of my life. my birthday means a lot to me and its something that i want him to realize, ruin everyday of my life except my BIRTHDAY coz its worth my life. its the only day that i can see who remembers, who forgets, who hides, who shows up and who really makes an effort to make me happy. who celebrates my life with me and who love me. now i owe my life not to my only one but to alot of people who made me happy. i will never forget evertyhing that had happen yesterday. sooo much gratitude to show to everyone. . thank you sa lahat who made me realize all this things. thank you from the bottom of my HEART.

till here.

xoxo,
FMETEORA

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