im currently listening to TAYLOR SWIFT's BREATH. very nice song..go google it. LOL. if feels great to have recovered a major problem. i dunno how and why it did happen..but one thing's sure..i learned something from it. it did'nt caused trauma it just bought the realization,..that in this life we have to weigh things accordingly..never be too selfish..and DO NOT BE AFRAID TO OPEN UP. Bottom line of the issue:: it ended well. and im happy. "people are people & SOMETIMES WE CHANGE OUR MIND." it isn't too late to fix things. it might NOT be the one it used to be but at least it should be way better than before..and it takes time. NO NEED TO HURRY:) JUST ENJOY LIFE.



kanina, i had a nice chat with my ever dearest friend. it feels great to have felt that im worth something for my friends..even though im like this..?aw. haha. also, to know that you are doing something good for the people who matter to you..tsk. *hugs shigyo*. i love it when i talk about serious matters to junric. haha.


im doing fine now..except for my academic demands. it makes me feel stressed. there are even times that i wanna freak out..i badly need a yasumi. i want to rest for a while. everything thats happening in school makes me sad. i wanna rest for a while. another thing that concerns me is being a housetoschoolbacktomyhomeagainGIRL. arrghh. i hate it!!..but i know it won't last long though.


i guess im not really happy right now..well happy about few things..but not completely happy..so after all, IM NOT REALLY HAPPY, no matter how i ignore this sadness. i dunno. i feel like i always shift my personality.

everything make me busy..but at the end of each day when i lay down in my bed..i am SAD.

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