Work Hard, and earn an achievement. That's how i molded myself. For every single achievement i earn, for every praise that people would tell me and for every contentment that i can feel when doing something, one thing is for sure, I WORKED HARD, I SACRIFICED a lot, even reached to the point of DESPERATION but never to the extent of using other PEOPLE just to gain attention, just to gain fame, just to be talked about, just to go farther than what other people have reached.
But how cruel life could be, when all you want is to live your life the way you want it to be. and then one day you'd realize that all the things you've worked to have was taken away by someone who used to be someone you've trusted a lot and ended up fussing about you and your PAST arguments with the people who wouldn't really care about the business of other people not unless you'd discuss it with them.
Months have passed, things have changed, memories faded, when all we thought that we all have moved on, YOU KEPT FUSSING ABOUT IT PALA UNTIL NOW? What's with you? can't you just get over it? does it still bother you? What do you want? YOu need fame? go eat it. I REALLY DON'T CARE. All I want is you'd THAT STOP FUSSING AND STOP TALKING ABOUT THE PAST.. ABOUT ME. Cause i dont care about you, i don't care about your life, i dont care what you want. I understand your desperation but stop using us to gain others' sympathy. Get over it! can't you? Honestly, its quite already awkward to complain about this thing again coz i learned to forget and let go . now its your time. GET OVER IT .
and what i have realized, we are playing games here, and you are doing it THE WRONG WAY and does it make you happy now? just have fun! :) i honestly wish you'd have fun. Coz at the end of it all, You'd still Lose and one day you'll realized that the only person yuo really hate IS YOURSELF coz you'll get to Regret the damage you've done.